Life is tough, its not a beautiful journey to anyone in the world, no matter how successful he/she is. It comes with its own share of pain, tears and heart-ache; sometimes all of these at once, very hard and for a long time. Its never easy to sustain so much of turbulence at once. How can one keep to one-self at such a time? How can one feel strong at such a point when all his energy is sapped away by the ongoing agony in life? Thats when a person wants to leave, leave all behind and go onto a peaceful journey, away from everyone and everything.
Few days ago, a movie actress, just 25 years old, ended up her life by hanging herself to death. I just can't imagine the pain that went through her. Jiah khan; I admired her. Very beautiful, well talented and nicely disciplined. I always thought one day she would be the reigning queen of Indian cinema. Its sad, she's no more. I read her suicide note, I couldn't stop the tears that rolled down. "I just want to go to sleep now, and never wake up again". She was deeply in love, which wasn't reciprocated back to her. She was hurt so bad and so much that she couldn't take it anymore. Her last note was written in so much pain that made me support her decision to end her life. She had a strong career, stronger reasons to live perhaps but none overpowered her decision, none gave her a motive to hang on to life. If only she knew that there were people to whom she meant the world. But love is strange, it would want attention from the only one person who tends to ignore.
I am so sorry she had to end her life this way. Sometimes we admire someone so much but we have no idea what goes on in their personal life. If only I had one moment with her where I could convince her to and give her the strength back which she needed. Now I can only wish her soul is resting in peace and I can only hope happiness keeps coming her way, wherever she is...
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